just writing down my feelings to the fact that my friend is dead. yesterday sucked and now today sucks more… i just have the feeling of helplessness and it wont go away
Posted on Saturday April 30th
About me
People know me most by my last name......Those people do not know anything about who i am and who i am not going to become. Apparently i am a trustworthy person but at the same time why cant i trust anyone. Is it that i am insecure with myself... no i know who i am and know what my limits are....I am not Perfect and so i do have limits.
No its not that i am insecure. I put on a new mask for everyone to see and i think about everything too much. I over think things to the extreme and why do i do this? because what else do i have to do with my life. cause i am spiraling out of control and i cant cope with everything that is going on.